The number of times I have started this letter over the past few days are many. Hopefully it makes sence this time. After the reality sank in that what happened to your wonderful country was real I almost lost hope for the human race. It proves that there is a God though. Without God there is no Satan and only ones blinded by his evil could perpetrate such an act. The grief that is felt now lies heavy upon my heart as well. Every time I travel to America I have been welcomed with open arms by the friendliest and most open people in the world. Your joy , willingness to laugh and love won my affection immediately. To see something like this happen to a Nation like yours has left me stunned . The closest thing I can say is I have a hole in my soul. I have given blood, made a donation to the Red Cross yet somehow it is not enough. Can anyone let me know if there are any shortages ; i.e. medical supplies bottled water anything at all I will do my best to see you get it. I pray for all of you that God's will be done and guide us all through these times that so darken the start of the21st century. Is there a memorial site where people are leaving flowers and cards? Does anyone want to organize one from all of us? Let me know and a Money order will be in the mail. I live in southwestern Ontario so I am not far from the border. The distance in miles between us does not mean there is a distance from my heart . It overwhelmes me to think of how many families are devistated through this. There is a lot of pepper related news in my life this week yet I had to write this first . Yours Truly Rodney Livingston